It seems like you are one of the players being angry and not playing for fun but to win. If i would do so many tds like you, i would be proud of myself. You did your bestm but its not enough. Xero is a solo game and not a team game when you join rooms alone. Dont trust your team, trust in yourself. Start to think like a carry and become one. Keep practising and get a better pc, if you want wins.